Euphoria 톈킿칹

zombie

2009-04-27T21:13:00.002+08:00

i dun wanna say much.
current job = no more life
one word: sucks
4 words: fuck to the core
cb
but its ok~
back to wadever slacker/searching for jobs life again!
:)

nth to update lah! haha! my life boring to the max. oreadi man. how can be happening???!!
not as happening as hazel's, qd's, jt's, fiq's blah blah blah...

i wanna suntan!!! =D

:D

2009-04-01T17:31:00.008+08:00

vivo daiso awfully chocolate ice cream love arh! knnbccb! hahaha! seriously, i dunno why the pictures placement are like this man. sucks.

very the random arh

2009-03-29T01:53:00.009+08:00

impromptu decision to zouk aft work on fri, when im dressed in jeans and a simple top??? like hello~ since when do i like to go out with jeans?! and with this puking attire, i had to say i really felt sooooooooo dressed down with my guy friends as shown. but anyway, phuture still the best lah <3

still,

wan shang hai shi heng nian qin de, wo ye shi nian qin de!

ha ha ha. hao hao xiao arhhhhh.

02

2009-03-21T06:01:00.002+08:00

im intrigued by ur mystery,
yet unable to reach into ur world.

i miss miss!

2009-03-18T03:18:00.002+08:00

i miss the fun times with u guys man! really looking forward to the chalet! woo!

mj, lame games, gossiping, eating and cursing and SCREAMING! WOOooOOoo!!

01

2009-03-17T03:02:00.003+08:00

tell me the colours of despair and freedom.

"Love from one side hurts, but love from two sides heals."
William Shakespeare

hello

2009-03-12T02:33:00.004+08:00

hello,
everyday is a boring day to me,
to the extent tt i need to consider to show love to everyone i care for,
to the extent tt i dun even think anyone is reading my blog,
to the extent tt i dun even wish to think of the next big step in my fucking life.
impromptu events within my 3 hrs of surfing the net.
in which, one was upon the blog of his bestie.
alright, i shdn't give a shit about it,
yet the fragile side of me gave in.
god bless me when i saw none of the entries were related to him.
true, as night falls,
human's emotional side will tend to hide no more behind our firm exterior.
everyone commit the same crimes.
it felt sweet initially,
became worse and unbearable.
it was a feeling which was unable to describe thru words.
companion, hahs, i feel for you,
look for your decent girl then.
no regrets.
i swear.
korean f4 is love!
kim bum is my 1st fav! lol!
dun fall my dear bro. all of us are worried for u. phone oso nv bring. tsk!

sweet dreams everyone.

rainy days

2009-03-09T18:05:00.005+08:00

need loads of luck lately.

badly.

lets barney together!

2009-03-03T16:22:00.004+08:00

猜不透 by 丁当

猜不透

你最近时好时坏的沉默

我也不想去追问太多

让试探为彼此的心上了锁

猜不透

相处会比分开还寂寞

两个人都只是得过且过

无法感受每次触摸

是真的是热的

如果忽远忽近的洒脱是你要的自由

那我宁愿回到一个人生活

如果忽冷忽热的温柔是你的借口

那我宁愿对你从没认真过

猜不透

相处会比分开还寂寞

两个人都只是得过且过

无法感受每次触摸

是真的是热的

如果忽远忽近的洒脱是你要的自由

那我宁愿回到一个人生活

如果忽冷忽热的温柔是你的借口

那我宁愿对你从没认真过

如果忽远忽近的洒脱是你要的自由

那我宁愿回到一个人生活

如果忽冷忽热的温柔是你的借口

那我宁愿对你从没认真过到底这感觉谁对谁错

我已不想追究

越是在乎的人越是猜不透

so true eh? like a cycle in a r/s

just like mind games siol. wahahaha

anyway, i cut my hair! woo! feels so shiok eh. even tho i haven dye my hair yet. hehheh. :D

oooooo, wishmegoodluckformyinterviewstoo!weett!

haji rain

2009-03-02T13:00:00.005+08:00

for a start, i totally forgotten my password for my blog! hahaha!

hmmm.. im just enjoying my slacker life. 200 bucks. woo!

pictures!

2009-02-12T13:04:00.001+08:00

i wanna cut my hair. i wanna cut my hair. i wanna cut my hair. i wanna cut my hair. i wanna cut my hair. i wanna cut my hair. i wanna cut my hair. i wanna cut my hair. i wanna cut my hair. i wanna cut my hair. i wanna cut my hair. i wanna cut my hair. i wanna cut my hair. i wanna cut my hair. i wanna cut my hair. i wanna cut my hair. i wanna cut my hair. i wanna cut my hair. i wanna cut my hair. i wanna cut my hair. i wanna cut my hair. i wanna cut my hair. i wanna cut my hair. i wanna cut my hair. i wanna cut my hair. i wanna cut my hair. i wanna cut my hair.

numb

2009-02-09T23:58:00.006+08:00

oh my, days passed, and bloody hell, lost counts on how many days i'd spent at home. at home rotting, to be precise.lazy was not the word to describe why i did not update my blog.just that my life is fcuking bo liao and boring till the point tt im reading up stuffs on schools and jobs. what the fuck. like in another few hours time, im gonna grad from TP? to be true, im still unable to see a straight line on where im heading to after this journey. and so i predict, im gonna be nag at till i've found a job. i assume. well, ive learnt tt things are always heading to the north south when ur mind is thinking of the east west direction. never expected things to happen in this way, no, i dont even had this thought on my mind in the first place. and yeah, you are the first. oh well, shall just mention the name cause i guess you dont even know this blog exists,kelvin.it's always a chore to try to read your mind or to guess what ur thinking.yah, it's fun in the begining,where mind games begin. but then, things started to go north south east west when i started to assume stuffs. well, girls~ anyway, i guess when it's time to give up, i will know without saying much, and without telling meself to give up, as mentioned by casey ;) and yeah, i can declare tt im actually enjoying myself to be myself and able to have more me time. no distractions by sms or whatever shit or whatever stories that ur life is so screwed up right now. finally.

and and, hazel, nickky, esther and jacq came over to my hse today! haha! my mum is so like me, right? lol, in terms of looks and characters. im like more confidence on my mahjong skills sia..damn addictive when u start to play. photos are not with me tho, even tho i had fun with my bro chicky club old-fashioned camera.i need more new songssss, urghhhhhh. i wanna club.haha! wow, lengthy post eh? im so looking forward to simpang food right now.hees!

heys, picnic outing steady?
:)

and again, humans do tend to contridict themselves by lying and confusing their minds, yet committing the same crimes again and again.

till then, till the ubin outingS haha!!

oh yah, i wanna cut my hair!

surrender

2009-01-31T02:51:00.003+08:00

hows ur cny.
mine was great, not counting the 1hr jam.

infatuation or not,
heart is drifting from one place to another.

just like what they say,
it's always a cycle.
till then, it's still a question mark.
eh?

shopping was fun,

provided with the big and small bags which im able to 'show-off'?

hahhhhsss

hungry
tired
sleep!

happy cny :)

2009-01-24T19:05:00.003+08:00

happy cny arh.

hehheh, love the blue font eh.

and the bread looks super cute, chewy and delicious man.

say yes.

haha.

bye. off to another country.

just for haha

2009-01-23T00:54:00.002+08:00

urge

2009-01-19T15:24:00.002+08:00

im intrigued by hair dyes, highlights, extensions.
im so gonna highlight during march or april.

that's what it is

2009-01-18T00:29:00.015+08:00

yeah man, completed the service and experience map ytd. supply chain sucks... urghhhhh.

hey my groupmates, know what? im looking forward to eat KFC tmr man! shiok level times hundred man.

yah lah, and i do like to eat the crispy chicken skin!

;)

mmmmm, shall state that self-timer is love man.

and yeah, i was a zebra ytd. literally.

maggie: where u now? im on my way to far east.

me: far

so u see, m talking short and simple and sweet nowadays. Wahahahahah.

random post. tsk. wadever~

nb. blogspot sucks.

石欣卉 - 你没想像中爱我

2009-01-15T01:16:00.000+08:00

石欣卉 - 你没想像中爱我
作词:石欣卉
作曲:Million So
www.cococ.com ★ 活在當下制作

你小心翼翼牵我手
其实是担忧藏不住我
自尊也投降活在她之下
我好傻
你字字句句说你不爱她
那又是什么让你害怕
我疑惑但是原谅因为你留下
我好傻
不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来你没想像中那么爱我
我不懂该拿什么安慰我的难受
你的存在让我更寂寞
你寸步不离像天使的她
挥霍我的爱从不放心上
我有一丝无奈也有一些明白
该放开
不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来你没想像中那么爱我
我不能再从你的怀抱感觉到什么
不爱我别再说假装爱那是撒盐在伤口
啊~~ 谁说我不在意空等候
原来你从来都没深刻爱我
我才懂不是我不心痛
其实是心没了感受
你没想像中爱我

boo.

2009-01-14T20:38:00.002+08:00

for yet to come, my mind has stop functioning...
im luving shi xin hui song right now. power~

insomnia

2009-01-13T00:57:00.006+08:00

was supposed to be lying on bed right now, hugging my stuffs, yet, insomnia kicked in, eventually i gave in, and here i am, typing this blog which is not meant to be post this early..

okays, i need to run, i ought to run,
run far away from the black vision.
but, to where i thought.
and, how long do i need to take.
boo. bang. im shot.

im like hanging onto a wooden plank,
floating and drifting in the middle of the big blue sea,
dying hard to reach the shore,
uncertainty and fear drown in,
yet afraid of knowing what's there for you when ur on shore.

well, one is suppose to do the opposite things when you feel this way right?
guess im the odd one,
my current fav hits:
you could be happy-snow patrol
breathe me- SIA
thinking of you- kate perry
stars- krush
almost lover- a fine frenzy
decode- paramore
flightless bird, american mouth- iron &wine
eyes on fire- blue foundation
run- snow patrol

spare me the pain pls.
thank you so much for dragging my time.
get a life.

the unexpected

2009-01-12T13:50:00.007+08:00

what a great way to kick start a new year with a brand new blog.
my first to use blogspot. kuku mountain, i kno. lols.
the plan to meet up with jerry was changed last min~ urghhh
nvm. thr's free waffle tmr, i hope. haha.

u mentioned the word "messy",
made me paranoid and expecting the worst out of it.
nevertheless, thou shalt be happy with life,
as all these are part and parcel of my life journey.
:)

Snow Patrol~ you could be happy

You could be happy and I won't know
But you weren't happy the day I watched you go
And all the things that I wished I had not said
Are played in loops 'till it's madness in my head
Is it too late to remind you how we were
But not our last days of silence, screaming, blur
Most of what I remember makes me sure

I should have stopped you from walking out the door
You could be happy, I hope you are

You made me happier than I'd been by far
Somehow everything I own smells of you

And for the tiniest moment it's all not true
Do the things that you always wanted to

Without me there to hold you back, don't think, just do
More than anything I want to see you, girl

Take a glorious bite out of the whole world

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